Forgiveness: I"m asking for forgiveness. I have sinned my whole life. I pray to you God for your forgiveness. I want to get to the point to forgive the people that beat me, torchered me, raped me over and over again. God help me to forgive and forget. I know that you can make it happen. I believe in you. you are my rock. What I am asking for today is to forgive and forget those people. That they would never get to hurt another person. I ask God that you forgive me for everything I've did. I promise I will fight this demon, everyday and take this one day at a time. I have fallen down so many times but I am not falling again~Journal Excerpt from 3.27.2019